swells

creep through the cracks
i like to linger in shadows now
darting my eyes without disturbance
sometimes I know I see too much


winter unveils impatience
the skin burrows too much truth
thick callouses heal over hearts
only to hibernate through the swells

8.26

i didn't come for a reality show
so abort the trivial lines
time uncovered many truths..
most of yours were lies


and i hate to make you the catalyst
but you never were much of a socialist
darting words like massacres
that held onto tears dismissed.

frail excuses of yourself

a lesson from a frail excuse of a blurred memory

its become a reoccurring theme

apologies in advance to a future love..

your misinterpretations are never really me

or so it may seem.

steady breaths just to reform reality

im here.. isnt this what you asked of me?

a salty composure of lucidity 

Im trying so hard to not let you know I'm alone.

your day

i sigh..
i think of all the opportunities i had with you,
to tell you that i love you...
and all of those moments i let slip passed my hands.
i think of all the memories that we made together,
the mountains that you painted me for my escape.


every now and then i see someone with your smile.
but they never laugh like you did.