steady breaths just to reform reality

im here.. isnt this what you asked of me?

a salty composure of lucidity 

Im trying so hard to not let you know I'm alone.

your day

i sigh..
i think of all the opportunities i had with you,
to tell you that i love you...
and all of those moments i let slip passed my hands.
i think of all the memories that we made together,
the mountains that you painted me for my escape.


every now and then i see someone with your smile.
but they never laugh like you did.