your day

i sigh..
i think of all the opportunities i had with you,
to tell you that i love you...
and all of those moments i let slip passed my hands.
i think of all the memories that we made together,
the mountains that you painted me for my escape.


every now and then i see someone with your smile.
but they never laugh like you did.

your smell

its been days since i have thought of you

though i wish it had been years..

your memory is a constant knocking at my back door

a reminder of the past i can never shake

its a song, its a phrase

the smell of the cologne that you wore

that lingers in my memory 

its unavoidable in this town

nail

nail pick nail pick
what is there to say?
ive gotta get this hanger before i speak
rip. suck. spit.
i don't enjoy the taste of blood though i do love the pain.

paths

so here we are again
fate crossed paths in the night
id stir up a nonsense conversation
but the light ahead is on too bright

the fool

its a new start and a clean swipe

once i shake these feet from frozen ice

and add a few colours to the hype

again the fool's fondling broken dice

to you.. my soul sista

time has never been on our side

but i always find passion in you at my doubts

your heart carries a rhythm i console in

you are the best friend i could ever have.

breathless dreams always feel magnetic

but explanations rattle the purpose of interpretation

i want nothing more but to sit with you in silence

laughing at things no one would ever understand.

i love you. i wish the best for you. 

you are my female soulmate and

i will never find someone that gets me like you.




I hope that he is everything you want.
because you deserve so much more.