so go on and put the blame on me

if it makes you better

you know it's not like i like to see you

drown in what you fester

but remember who you're speaking to

when you vomit out your words

i've been thereby your side to lean on

but i also know how to make you hurt

when you... crash into pieces

who's always there to break the fall

when you... trash all your dreams

who's always the one you need to call

     i am not your enemy

     i've always been your scape to blame

     and i refuse to watch you jump

     you lit your own fire of pain

damned memoirs you finely cut

sift between my cracks of faults

i found them hiding near orifices 

collecting into clumps of salt

this is how you view my heart

taping my fragile wings to the light 

dissecting my translucent moves

to view from your judgmental sighr