im the only demon that i will forever keep

i was so sure wasn't i? sign, sealed and confirmed.

that i didn't even need to hesitate when signing it all away.

but i've been waiting on go, collect $200 only lasts for so long

i've lost turns just to become a prisoner of my own monopoly.

so i hoard...

all of my unanswered thoughts, questions, fears..

of self doubt, of their doubt

when i used to know without hesitation which hemisphere i was facing.

now everything is coming unwound like the dwindling of a spinning monster truck toy.

slowly floating my ego and energy back to reality

when i hit 10,000 feet that's when my fears appeared

i had been living in the clouds and damning my past below.

down casted eyes beaming on the ones whom i fell victim to

but im always quick to point blame arent i?

we all are.

so its ring ring ring

can you save me from my thoughts?

its a quarter passed two and i can't sleep

and you repeat repeat repeat

in your over-xanax relieved tone

that im the only demon that i will forever keep