distance + reality

i hear you say you need a change of scene
the grass over there is much too green
seeped between the cracks, you appear so clean
but now i see exactly who you came to be
and the closet door is shuttering
its banging loose your tinted screen
tacky glue was an afterthought for your beginning
and will be the demise of your routine

well i tried and tried to compromise
excuses left me satisfied
but you were the only one lost within your lies
it was never about the ties

blue was never a good look on you
i noticed black makes you twice removed
your consistency to stare the mirror through
has lost its lust and truth
and time is an awful song of who you knew
so much left will never debut
instrumentals of lyrics you couldn't pursue
who should i make the funeral out to?

value

emptiness bellows in the halls of your arise

suddenly you see the light of an unmarked car

im fishing for the truth to your stirring interest

love was always such a play on words for you

its funny how your arousal throws me off

im trying to find motive in senseless interactions

maybe i give you way too much credit

superficial is the skin for a super ego

but how my heart stirs for you...

every breath you take is a question

like a suicidal challenge on the cliff

I am constantly teetering for your response

your actions always were a rebuttal to cause

i let heartache take the seasonal cut

androgynous; a sulking conclusion

i suppose you will never know how i valued you.  

now there's nothing left to say

i tried so hard..

so hard..

just to not throw it all away

and the rainy day parade

you threw on the side

misunderstood

i see how its hard to be a bride

tears fell from a darkened sky

reality still remains

underneath your collected lie

to misleading reasons why

so play it all to pieces

yea, and hold the blood

watch it pour all over your creases

your hands never could hold thread